haiz i dunno watts to said abt me lahx! im such like a fool man! stupid 'joan' i hate myself for lovin him! i regetted itz...sobbs im sorrie So sorrie to all my frenzs out there i'll NEVER be happy...YoO will see my fake smiles & laughers... i can't change back to my angeL side anymorie. deviLs had taken hold Of me already! well dun worry abt me...to all my BlOody goOd frenz out there...' I WILL TRY MY BEST TO FORGET TAT GUY' tat he hurts me so deep inside='( so pls Pls i beg to u all' i will be jus fine...life without him' wo hui haohao guo de! dun worry! jus leave me alone...''LET ME STAY IN TIS WAY''sobsobs....siffsiff!