30 March 2014 Hot day.
Been a tourist again for today and went to Singapore art museum, learned some interesting art pieces done by both local and oversea artist.
Was given a nice chance to visit it for FREE yeah! is rare in Singapore that things is for free and still have some good benefits. I know is tragic or is it not?
So why not go learn something that I normally don't.
Quite happy for what I did today, mission done!
Will do things that makes me happy, even though I'm alone. There's things to be done alone and yet felt great about it, well done myself!
The true is I'm a sad person but I don't have depression don't worry! but still not bad for the second time I tried.
Till next time~
XOXO
10 April 2014
Planet earth human beings!
26 March 2014
360 days that I learned most important thing in life is "DO NOT DEPENDS ON OTHERS" you know why? reason is simple, cause people will always find your weakness and make you feel small and nothing.
They will just watch you fall off the cliff without lending a hand to you, this is also the same though life & work, most of all the people I don't really trust when working and end up failing again.
Told myself today I managed those shits in work again, like always on myself. Peoples only came in and watch shows like they never been though it themselves.
Peoples are indeed a selfish beings in this planet called "the earth".
Maybe I'm been judgement about it, but over the years that I been though and I have seen it, nothing changed.
Will have more faith in myself than others after this. Nothing will prove to me that I'm wrong about this nature of "peoples"
XOXO
360 days that I learned most important thing in life is "DO NOT DEPENDS ON OTHERS" you know why? reason is simple, cause people will always find your weakness and make you feel small and nothing.
They will just watch you fall off the cliff without lending a hand to you, this is also the same though life & work, most of all the people I don't really trust when working and end up failing again.
Told myself today I managed those shits in work again, like always on myself. Peoples only came in and watch shows like they never been though it themselves.
Peoples are indeed a selfish beings in this planet called "the earth".
Maybe I'm been judgement about it, but over the years that I been though and I have seen it, nothing changed.
Will have more faith in myself than others after this. Nothing will prove to me that I'm wrong about this nature of "peoples"
XOXO
A day at museum.
7 March 2014 Hot humid weather.
Today I learned explore Singapore National Museum on my own, like always. I have been spending too much time at home so is time for me to take a walk alone, have a relax time off those shitty things happening though life & work.
Had fun exploring those places that normally i don't, really enjoy it!
Learned much too.
Till next time~
XOXO
Today I learned explore Singapore National Museum on my own, like always. I have been spending too much time at home so is time for me to take a walk alone, have a relax time off those shitty things happening though life & work.
Had fun exploring those places that normally i don't, really enjoy it!
Learned much too.
Till next time~
XOXO
09 October 2013
Bad day.
9 Oct 2013
Bad bad bad day... is everyday seems like the same to me. My working Section head msg me abt my mistake dat i made on my work day which is 1 day ago, dat i admitted is my mistake, my fault, will be more careful next time, but he wont understand me, so is fine i dont bother to fight back cause is my mistake already & i promised dat wont let it happen again.
Secondly, had a fight with dad normally i dont fight back but this time i have to do something before i loses myself again. We often fight about some small matters dat i dont really care about but this time is concern about money (the root of evil) worst still is my hard earn money dat i gave to him so he can use to pay whatever he wants to pay BUT he didn't & he told me dat my money is never enough for him.
Each time i grave him money he always said is not enough blah blah blah... & im sick of his excuses. Yeah is true he grave me money to school when im young but he never once takes care of me, he never ask me why im been sad, why my hands & legs all covered with bruises.
Both my parents were a busy workaholic i seldom sees them much , the only time when we were together is dinner time but it was a disaster at the table each time. We always sat down quietly & eat, but after a while when mom starts to tell dad about my stuffs or my sister stuffs or money, there goes for a prefect quiet dinner.
Mom & Dad can never be sat down quietly & talk things out. all they do is to fight with each other saying who is who responsibility so and so... sometime i wish i never born & had my younger sister, my brother was used to it. Things get worse after my younger sister were born. Eventually the whole house turned upside down & my life is never uplift ever since im a little kid always seen both parents fights at home, always alone at home (when im younger), got bully in school & i always kept quiet not to say anything to provoke them, but not after i grew older i got to understands why mom have to leave dad.
Had always been told dat im not strong enough, not trying hard enough, not fighting my every best. I'm so so so so tired of life almost the time i wish dat i could just shut my eyes & leave just like what mom did. But i couldn't, i hold a responsibility to my sister after Mom left. always had this till im gone to this world, always been under pressure both home & work. Now just tell me how am i gotta have a good day & stay happy of all this awful things happen around?
is just too much for me.
（ToT）
Bad bad bad day... is everyday seems like the same to me. My working Section head msg me abt my mistake dat i made on my work day which is 1 day ago, dat i admitted is my mistake, my fault, will be more careful next time, but he wont understand me, so is fine i dont bother to fight back cause is my mistake already & i promised dat wont let it happen again.
Secondly, had a fight with dad normally i dont fight back but this time i have to do something before i loses myself again. We often fight about some small matters dat i dont really care about but this time is concern about money (the root of evil) worst still is my hard earn money dat i gave to him so he can use to pay whatever he wants to pay BUT he didn't & he told me dat my money is never enough for him.
Each time i grave him money he always said is not enough blah blah blah... & im sick of his excuses. Yeah is true he grave me money to school when im young but he never once takes care of me, he never ask me why im been sad, why my hands & legs all covered with bruises.
Both my parents were a busy workaholic i seldom sees them much , the only time when we were together is dinner time but it was a disaster at the table each time. We always sat down quietly & eat, but after a while when mom starts to tell dad about my stuffs or my sister stuffs or money, there goes for a prefect quiet dinner.
Mom & Dad can never be sat down quietly & talk things out. all they do is to fight with each other saying who is who responsibility so and so... sometime i wish i never born & had my younger sister, my brother was used to it. Things get worse after my younger sister were born. Eventually the whole house turned upside down & my life is never uplift ever since im a little kid always seen both parents fights at home, always alone at home (when im younger), got bully in school & i always kept quiet not to say anything to provoke them, but not after i grew older i got to understands why mom have to leave dad.
Had always been told dat im not strong enough, not trying hard enough, not fighting my every best. I'm so so so so tired of life almost the time i wish dat i could just shut my eyes & leave just like what mom did. But i couldn't, i hold a responsibility to my sister after Mom left. always had this till im gone to this world, always been under pressure both home & work. Now just tell me how am i gotta have a good day & stay happy of all this awful things happen around?
is just too much for me.
（ToT）
15 June 2013
SPCA day
Good evening fellow people.
Female Moira(she may seems a chubby gal but she is really active & crazy sometimes when is play time)
Male Zura (super friendly,calm & he loves to sleep a lot. he looks like a tiger when he is fully awake looking at you with it's charming green eyes) love this big goody boy!
as promise i have a took a few more cats at the SPCA again.
yeah today is weekend.i have some free time to go down. so yeah. take a look of them.
(P.S pic is not in very clear so please bear with it. thank you)
For more details of them please log on to spca.org.sg
they are all for adoption.
Female Moira(she may seems a chubby gal but she is really active & crazy sometimes when is play time)
Male Niner(other tiger like cat, he is sweet & playful. still growing in process)
Female Becky (she is also a sweet heart, as she is the oldest in the pack,mellow friendly big gal)
Male Bean (he is quite shy, always sleeps only when is feeding time he will be awake but he 's sure gotta melt your heart with his golden brown eyes.)
Alrites this is it. Im sorry dat most of them were sleeping cant really wake them up as they will get grumpy & attacks.
xoxo stay tune for more next time.
08 June 2013
Help out day
Good evening peeks!
Burning hot weather all the way today.
life goes on, went to the SPCA for volunteer duty. as promise i took a few of the cats that i took care of them.
(sorry for the poor quality of photos, i took them using my handphone & frankly speaking they are so hard to take on the full face. im not pro photographer too so sorry abt it~)
Just a few of them first. will upload more next time. stay tune!
P.S if anyone is interested on them feel free to log on to SPCA.org.sg for more details of them~
Animals are awesome just be nice to them & have fun!
xoxo signing off~
Burning hot weather all the way today.
life goes on, went to the SPCA for volunteer duty. as promise i took a few of the cats that i took care of them.
Sassy female (mellow,quiet big fine cat)
Choco female (active, cutie cat but sometimes can be annoying when it come to food)
King male (super sweetheart, friendly cat)
Sweets female
(clever,smart some how active, she like to drink from the trap most of the time, a bit of spoilt cat)
Just a few of them first. will upload more next time. stay tune!
P.S if anyone is interested on them feel free to log on to SPCA.org.sg for more details of them~
Animals are awesome just be nice to them & have fun!
xoxo signing off~
04 May 2013
Just fine
Fine day.
the weather is good, it cooling with a slight windy wind.Not much noise & also not much to do, staying at home chilling with my internet & books around me.
Actually quite bored. but i have no choice. Been busy with my school work & some other personal stuffs to deal with and not to mention have SPCA volunteering duties too.
Some ups & downs things to deal. dont ask me wat cause i dont feel like saying it out unless u are really interested not that kind of person who just wanna busybody. I hates it! i feel like im more into volunteering more than anything else, had more fun. also took pics of the poor innocent doggies & kitties.
Promise will upload them as soon as possible.Dont mind my naive photography Im using my smart phone to take them. so u can guess how it turn out to be.Don't get too disappoint too it only makes me even more!
So stay tune with me if ya wanna see the pictures or even better read my shitty blog haha!
pic will be uploaded on tumblr. Come on & follow me, will mostly happy to be frenxs with you!
xoxo to u always!
20 April 2013
Weekends
Hey there!
Whoever is reading this blog, how yours weekends? fine? not so good? boring?
well.. i spent much on volunteering this whole morning.
i wont wanna stay at home & do nothing. i dislike to waste my time. especially at weekends, cause dat's the time when im super free. Weekdays i have schools & work to do.
ok well~ u will be thinking what did i volunteer right? i'll tell you, is at the SPCA. the animal shelter. i love those animal a lot. But i cant keep any of it, sad~ my damn family is allergies to them but not me. If i have a house on my own i will surly adopt one on my own. As they will stay by my side when im feeling low & lonely. Unlike humans they will just leave you when you needed them the most.
To me animals have much more feelings than humans. How many years of loneliness did i suffer already?, ever since i have to leave my hometown & my beloved yoshiko (doggie) love him so much that my heart hurts so bad. Now i only wish he have a good healthy life in heaven. misses him~ i felt sorry for him too, couldn't saves him back then, as im still a child & damn family is not so rich to cure his sickness, i couldn't do anything. helpless, watched him passed away... till now when i think about it i will still feel the piecing pain inside.
So this regret & pain is with me till now, but no worries im ok~ i had move on & i told myself i have to be strong & be able to help them as much as i can, give them as much love as i needed too.
Im sorry im just too emotional when it comes to animals, cause i have seen terrible & horrible things that filthy humans had done to them. just wish they will just burn in hell. seriously the "planet is fine, is only the people are fucked!"
XOXO to those poor animals.
Whoever is reading this blog, how yours weekends? fine? not so good? boring?
well.. i spent much on volunteering this whole morning.
i wont wanna stay at home & do nothing. i dislike to waste my time. especially at weekends, cause dat's the time when im super free. Weekdays i have schools & work to do.
ok well~ u will be thinking what did i volunteer right? i'll tell you, is at the SPCA. the animal shelter. i love those animal a lot. But i cant keep any of it, sad~ my damn family is allergies to them but not me. If i have a house on my own i will surly adopt one on my own. As they will stay by my side when im feeling low & lonely. Unlike humans they will just leave you when you needed them the most.
To me animals have much more feelings than humans. How many years of loneliness did i suffer already?, ever since i have to leave my hometown & my beloved yoshiko (doggie) love him so much that my heart hurts so bad. Now i only wish he have a good healthy life in heaven. misses him~ i felt sorry for him too, couldn't saves him back then, as im still a child & damn family is not so rich to cure his sickness, i couldn't do anything. helpless, watched him passed away... till now when i think about it i will still feel the piecing pain inside.
So this regret & pain is with me till now, but no worries im ok~ i had move on & i told myself i have to be strong & be able to help them as much as i can, give them as much love as i needed too.
Im sorry im just too emotional when it comes to animals, cause i have seen terrible & horrible things that filthy humans had done to them. just wish they will just burn in hell. seriously the "planet is fine, is only the people are fucked!"
XOXO to those poor animals.
15 April 2013
New job.
Heyo peeks orr whoever is so free enough to read this shitty blog of mine...
Good evening~ how yours day? fine?, well mine are still manageable.
The last post i did wrote about how pissed is my job or wateva is tough ya?! after a few days later, i got it!
well... i guess maybe is just my anger, sometime i do think alot. But this is me anyway... dont mind me.
So right now im glad that i got my dream job, but in the same time im scare & excited too. My emotional is so messy right now that i cant really think straight.
Im so looking forward to tomorrow is my first day of my desire dream job & i really taking the steps that i always wanted to, i know sometimes things is not tat smooth as i think, but wells~ i will take a look at it & experience it myself, so till then wish me lucks!
Im always hope for this so long. No worries im already prepare myself for it, no matter how tough it is i will still go on, endure! & make my dream possible~ finger crossed*
alrites i felt much better talking it out~ whether this post is been read or not it does not matter, as long as my heart feels stable im glad.
This time for real i needed to sign off~ gotta woke up early tmr & for the rest of the time too.
people sleep well, eat well, play hard, work harder~
bye~
xoxo
Good evening~ how yours day? fine?, well mine are still manageable.
The last post i did wrote about how pissed is my job or wateva is tough ya?! after a few days later, i got it!
well... i guess maybe is just my anger, sometime i do think alot. But this is me anyway... dont mind me.
So right now im glad that i got my dream job, but in the same time im scare & excited too. My emotional is so messy right now that i cant really think straight.
Im so looking forward to tomorrow is my first day of my desire dream job & i really taking the steps that i always wanted to, i know sometimes things is not tat smooth as i think, but wells~ i will take a look at it & experience it myself, so till then wish me lucks!
Im always hope for this so long. No worries im already prepare myself for it, no matter how tough it is i will still go on, endure! & make my dream possible~ finger crossed*
alrites i felt much better talking it out~ whether this post is been read or not it does not matter, as long as my heart feels stable im glad.
This time for real i needed to sign off~ gotta woke up early tmr & for the rest of the time too.
people sleep well, eat well, play hard, work harder~
bye~
xoxo