Fake smiles began to show up...haiz sobsobsobs...im tired! my legs are swollen my mind are messy my heart is achin! can't u tell tat im really really veri tired le! well i think i can't be happy anymore...everytime think lots of things,it make me go crazy! STRESS comin up! madness began to shown..felt depressed of something.it make my eyes watery! pains tat unbearable,heart tearin apart HAIZ!!! every single words tat are hurtful.Tryin my best NOT to think of it! BAKA me WHY CAN'T I JUS GET OVER IT? THE FEELIN TOWARDS ME ARE GONE! REALLY GONE! im jus dreamin tat u will be here wif me?!BAKABAKABAKA...AGRH!!! JOAN IS A FOOL! haiz STRESS.CRAZY.SADNESS.DEPRESSION wat can i do? help me! im in great pain rite now!!! it no use to comfort me,the more u comfort,the more i will cry!!wuwaaah! NoOne can save me now!im on my own! i think gotta be strong...**sigh** can i?! its hard to tell! **Cryin like mad**