Countin down for my BIRTHDAE! heehee... 11 more days to go yes! hmmms now thinkin how to celebrate it? maybe go out wif frenz and shop? or maybe spentin my lonely birthdae alone? haix! sobsob my brithdae noone give me prensents.last yr i celebrate my brithdae alone at hm...i almost cry out loud watashi so poor thing! NO one pity me NO one understands me T-T...how i wish i can celebrate my brithdae wif my loves ones & best frenxs! thinkin abt my brithdae sad thing is tat my mum is no longer there.last yr she bought me a bag haiz='( but now....i dun wanna talk any more my heart shattered apart everytime i think back all my past,tears will keep fallin down. i guess my brithdae is sad day for me haix! i may look cheerful but inside me was full of sorrows,sadness,hated,depressed.so dun grude ppl by their looks, some ppl may look cheerful or depressed but u will nvr noe wats inside them...alrite i will stop here dun wanna say any more takecaress...! watatshi suki japan!!! sayonara mina!