todae..20/3/07 a worst & unlucky day for joan tan si yi haiz...sad lol! book kenna taken by some fuckin jerk guy! hraikwa! my english WB worted my name inside clear & big...demo tat baka guy dunno how to see or he's blind?! i really dun understands WHY GUYS ARE SO JERKY? FUCKIN JERKY!sorrie by sayin tat.or maybe i should it loud to them! ARGH!!! my whole day so so moody & angry DAMNNIT! haiz get stress veri easily nowadays,get veri angry & can't control my emotion mood. Band oso veri sucky.. i hate the new DM BM! sorrie ah! to hurt ur feelings.im really sorrie to say that our band is really gettin laggy & slacky.for the sake of SYF i had to control & move on to teach my patheic section! i think tat last yrs DM & BM pushin veri hard on tis yrs DM & BM,so tat they are now veri crazy anyhow sclod ppl,SCREAMS AT ME?! NADEYANEI! HOW DARE HE! no one jus dare to screams at me NO ONE not even my dad & mum! FUCK! he's the first person who dare screams at me..he would noe if i get mad.somethings horrible terrible.may happen on him...I WAN MY REVEAGE FOR SCREAMIN AT ME FOR NO REASON! so wat if he's big in the band.SO DO U THINK I CARE? GO TO HELL! GUYS ARE ALL FUCKIN JERKY UNRESONABLE IS EVEN WORST THAN WOMAN!!! AAARRRGGGHHH!!!