Happy times ends fast~

Sad memory stays~

making me feel so alone~ im a loner anyway trying to be happy~

giving the the best i would,trying my best to smiles on~

living life in a joy, in 'paradise'

is all so real at 1st but i knew is fake in the end!

i lost my grip of trusting others & beileving ppl~

im sorry im a fake, dont try to understands me cox u cant do it!

jus let me be................

tears flowing inside this sadistic heart~

till my last breathe!