mentally sick again~~ & again~

been thinking too much having headache!

no job ,no bf, no money ,no fun, no anything

for wat reason i been like tis?? been smiling away isnt tat enough?? tryin not to think so much try to stay happy told myself is ok is ok but seriously im not ok inside nothing heals me now! music only heals me for the time being...


very soon i will end up in mental hospital my future gone!!



i wanna be happy i wanna a someone dear to listen to me
i wanna be loved i wanna be hugged i wanna money... ..



im alone fighting for my dreams with no one supports!















me alone always...