to post something cause my blog seems dead..
will make it alive! XD
went out today to find some jobs but in the end i cant find any~ T^T before CNY i said before rites?? im gotta find job, but now.... none! im trying hard again~ wont give up!
but i feel pains in my head & though my heart felt a little piecing hurts~~
im stressing it! HELP i need money in the same time i need love i fucking hates monday!! (dont remind wats the date of it) the more i think of it the more miserable i am.. so shut the hell up ppl dont come and msn me tat "oh..shiro today is V-day u not coming out??" for wat i wanna go out & see others lovey dovey?? no chance in hell man!! i neither stay at home watch my anime or drama better than go out there suffer the pains of not been loved & alone.
i had enough every year is the same, coming towards the date i have this prob..
*mood swing*
by the way... watched the black swan movie, is nice! love the make up~~
will go learn~ ^^

MOODY!!! but im ok no worries!
Jaaaneee~